Response:

Good for you for staying sober these last 3 months. Because of your addictive past, it may be wise to avoid hallucinogenic drugs like LSD, even if it did provide some spiritual opening for you before. The experience of attunement with all of Nature is always available to you as your true essence,  even without drugs. If your only experience of spiritual unity has come through hallucinogens, you are more inclined to think you need them in order to have that experience, instead of recognizing that higher states of consciousness are your natural developmental birthright and can be awakened through the meditation practices.

Love,

Deepak