When your mind and heart are truly open abundance will flow to you effortlessly and easily.
Response:
Losing interest in the past while finding light and joy in the present is considered a good thing. It is only confusing because you are still conditioned to find security and comfort from old familiar activities. Once you are fully accustomed to enjoying the present moment for what it is, you will no longer feel lost and disinterested.
Love,
Deepak